It's been a while....

Well its been a while since i posted on here. Not much has been happening i've just been under so much stress that i've run myself down and it has caused me to get headaches for the past two weeks. Went to see my local GP as i thought i had a brain tumor but as he said and everyone else im just stressed cos of whats going to be happening next year. Since i have found out i need surgery i just think about the negative things on what can happen and nothing good, so this has lead me to get a little depressed. So when i started to get these head pains i automatically thought tumor and really bad stuff i can't help but to think what im doing to my body.... im only 21 yrs old and i shouldn't be thinking like this but i just can't help it.
But doc said if i keep going this way he might have to put me on Anti anxiety/depression tablets. I've also been going to the physio cos she thinks it could also be coming from my neck as she said it was stiff. Anyway thought i'd share my feelings and ill let you know how things are going soon. 15th Jan im off for my MRI andCT scan and ill also be seeing my surgeon to arrange and to book an actual date for surgery. Ill keep you all posted.
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!!!!!